so many thoughts

Today has been a bit of a roller coaster. You see, the idea of adoption has been weighing on my mind a whole lot lately. Through me digging to find answers and a support team, I have be blessed to find some amazing and extremely inspirational people. I still have so many questions and uncertainties. I wish I had the answers. Until I am given them, I will continue to pray. I pray for comfort while struggling with the decisions I am making. I pray that I do God's will. I pray for the courage to move forward with what seems like the impossible if that is what I am supposed to do. I pray for answers. I pray for open doors. I pray for knowledge. I pray for patience. I pray and pray and pray that I figure out what I was put here on this earth to do. What is my purpose? All the while, I pray for all the children who are left out there to find a loving family and a place to call home. I also pray for all those who are trying to bring their children home to them as I type.