Missing him....

Man I miss Shawn so much. It sounds crazy because he was just at the house last night till after midnight. It seems lately that I have had no time with just him though and its really wearing on me. I want, and need for that matter, one day to just be us and laugh and talk together with no other worries or distractions. The past three or four days has been worse than normal. I know I have been in a horrible mood but I really think its a whole lot combined that is making us act this way towards each other. He has to work tonight and I have to work tomorrow so I probably will not see him till Monday night after work! Ugh... that seems like forever away.